The Last Week

T-Minus 4 days left in Vientiane.

I keep writing and re-writing this post and it won't write. So, instead, I made a list.

1. I value sacrifice as the ultimate act of Love towards God and Her people.
2. I value consistency of action and value.
3. I believe(d?) God respects willingness.
4. I have not been a sacrificial person, making me inconsistent.
5. My willingness has been replaced with fear.
6. I feel guilt and shame over my fear.
7. I don’t know how to get back to just being willing.