Tried buying clothes today with Beth and Roe. We made a trip to Nimenhaeman and scoured the street for their boutiques. We visited 6 shops, tried on 10+ dresses, and nothing.

I'm trying not to blame my body for that; Roe and Beth tried really hard. I'm grateful for them. And I had a good time.

Maybe I just keep hoping for something that'll turn me into a different body, and I just need to like what I've got. Somewhere in me is someone who likes me.